Something is just off tonight

I cant put my finger on it. This storm is just amazing. Great sounds and sights to behold - and I am just not feeling it at all.

Having a thing is not so pleasing a thing as wanting. Ive said it before. Tonight its true. I wish I was more in tune - maybe Im just having one of those self-pity moments. I need GunnySergeant to tell me to get over myself being mamby pamby (circa the new Geico commercial). I started to think maybe Im just lonely but my house mates are just upstairs.

I need to be more content and less upset about things that arent - rather than glad about the things that are. Hows that for cryptic? Maybe the longer I sit here near the rain, the more content Ill be. Nothing works unless you do, JPA says. Happiness comes by doing - so I better get my fat ass to work, before I DO get old.

Thanks for the rain, Pop. It was magnificent.