There seems to be a natural flow to the normal life. Starting out in school, then college, job, meeting wife/husband, marriage, birth of children and so on. This tide seems to wash in and out as nature intended. I dont want to come across like Im upset that people get engaged or married. I think it is wonderful that people can find someone so compatible and accepting that they can live together for as long as they draw breath.
I think Im realizing how selfish I am and wishing I wasnt. Sometimes being in the house is so much easier, and sometimes it just makes me realize how much Ive lost. Losing things just makes me incredibly less likely that Id risk losing again. I wish it was as easy as deleting a program or erasing a pencil mark. Its just the way things happen and I have to get on board. If I dont, Ill get out of the way and never try to cross the street again.
Someone just posted...
"Things turn out best for the people who make the best out of the way things turn out."
So Ill just sit here - watch Being Human on BBCA - wait for Bruce to level up to meet me - and make the best out of the way things happen.
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