Today Philip came by and shot the bull for an hour or so. It was very cool to have him here just to talk about old times and nothing really important. Now, the rain is coming down for the second time today and I'm left wondering.
Spock said once that having a thing is not so pleasing a thing as wanting. It isnt logical but its almost always true. Im pretty sure everyone that reads this thing knows that Im only after a couple things in this life. Being included as an equal, some security (ok, a lot of it), and walking up happy. Money, career, and power can really be excluded from all that except for the ability to go to the beach once a year is prohibited without a decent bit of income.
So Im left wondering...am I better off sitting here; well taken care of mind you, house to live in, food, recreation, good friends - or do I make the next step to looking again for that mysterious thing...elusive - and hope that I dont screw it up like old times. I gotta tell you sometimes its a lot easier to be a hermit.
The rain keeps comin today - one line after another. I cant say I dislike it. Its pretty amazing. It was HOT earlier - now - 77 and rain...with more on the way.
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