Ten beers into it...success!

I have talked to PD, Amber, Brian, Keith, Caprice, and Steve. Holy shit. I need to drink more often!

I have seen the ENTIRE range of emotion from open weeping to anger to laughing out loud. The afternoon draws to a close and the experiment was a success. Deep down, I had really hoped to talk to the best parts of myself. I did! Someone up there is looking after me for sure.

Nonetheless, I am still sitting here by myself in the garage waiting for the rain to start again. What happens now? What the hell am I supposed to do after all this revelation?

I am but a single person among the seven billion on this Earth to draw breath. Do my needs outweigh any others? No. Absolutely not. There are so many starving and without any help whatsoever. Those people need more help than I would ever need.



The silence sets in tho - no wind - no rain - just quiet contemplation.

There is expectation of more rain later - and with it - the hope of yet a new beginning.