It seems that as of late, even as my reminders dwindle, posts come fewer and fewer. Lets just say I'm thinking what comes next. There is a certain dichotomy between what is and what will be. I am coming to my resolution faster than I'd like. Needless to say, for those who have the 'code' to read it, Stone Meadow wins out over Sailway...not that there needs to be a contest. In the end, I know I am better off at the first over the second.
Cryptic? Yes. This post comes at the end of a great deal of deliberation. Far at the end of the line, I need to be what Ilynn said so many years ago...self-sufficient and where I need to be.
Ill say this for the day ...
There are those I miss and those I long to be with from day to day. But, as Helen Melton Whitaker used to say "Crap in one hand and wish in the other and see which fills up faster...".
If, in the end I am wrong in this endeavor, Ill be incredibly surprised. It hasn't taken me this long to figure out what to do - its taken me this long to get up the courage to do it.
Ive had many stages in my life - very interesting ones - and Im thankful for them all. What comes next? Who knows. What I do know is this. Its time...just like Christy Boughman told me - its time to do something.
I need to be brave, less worrysome, and just do what needs doing.
Ten years from now, I'll look back on this and smile - and know it was for the best.
